Patty At The Hall Once More
If Patty had only waited a day longer ! If Mr. Leighton had only had courage to speak instead of writing ! We little know how near we often are to the very blessedness we most earnestly desire. Somehow or other Mr. Leighton had been growing more and more jealous of Foresters intimacy with his old friend. That his guest-patient should be glad to meet once again the little gui whom he had saved some years before, that he should be charmed, and in a way surprised, to find her grown to womanhood, beautiful and good, and still almost as simple-minded as any child could be, that was natural enough. But everybody must have found out that love is the most meanly selfish of passions ; and it may be doubted whether Mr. Leighton would not have been willing that Patty should have been neglected by all the world, if only he could have retained her all the more completely for himself. He did not love her any the more because Forester had come, but he unquestionably became far more completely convinced that he really did love her ; and often, when Forester was speaking to her, he would watch her face with an acutely-painful eagerness, to see, if it were only possible, all the memories and thoughts that were in her heart. The human face is a very puzzling book to read ; though, after all, Patty's thoughts at that time were not very far beneath the surface. Mr. Leighton was tormenting himself by half taking it for granted that she must necessarily be thinking, or hoping, or intending, or wishing something or other, he did not clearly know what, Lut which would at any rate destroy his own happiness, and heap up some impassable barrier of separation between himself and her. So every day, as the certainty of his love grew stronger, he determined that before the night came he would tell Patty how dear she was to him, and with what a manly reverence he honoured her, and how unspeakably grateful he would be if she would become his own true wife that they might work their life's work together. And then he thouorht again, that perhaps there was no real danger, that it might be premature to speak to her on such a subject, and might defeat his own purpose. He imagined that it must surely be impossible that Forester should ever seem to her a man truly worthy to be her husband, and indeed he doubted, foro;ettinohow the extremes of a lazy indiiference and a reckless impetuosity often meet, whether Forester had earnestness enough even to care to marry the girl who was every day filling more completely the world of his own thoughts. And so another day would pass over ; and perhaps, as they were sitting together in the evening, he and his guest, some single word from Forester, the mere mention for instance of Patty's name, would raise a storm of fears and doubts in his heart, and he would again determine that before another day had ended he would know what his lot was to be. He had no need to fear ; no truer man had ever asked a woman for her love, and no one had a quicker eye than Patty to discern truth and worth. And yet he trembled, as only strong, brave men can tremble, when he asked himself in what words he should tell her how utterly he loved her, and ask her for the priceless gift of her heart and hand. No, he could not speak to her at all - he would write to her ; he could do that more calmly, and moreover would it not be more generous to her ? She could answer more calmly ; and he persuaded himself that his love was far too generous even to win her love against her will, if that were possible. Surely he should have remembered that in love and war all stratagems are fail* ; and in love to speak out in the purest and strongest words everything that the heart feels is of all stratagems the fairest. But Mr. Leicjhton was too timid and gentle in this matter that lay so near to his own interests, so near to the interests of one who had become dearer to him than himself. No, he would not, could not, speak to her ; he would write.
So while Patty was writing to Forester, and when the letter was finished, and she lay dreaming of her ill-omened dream, and far on into that night, Mr. Leighton was writing to her. The letter was not long ; perhaps if it had been longer, it might have been sooner written. But even short letters sometimes need very careful writing. Mr. Leighton meant every word that he said ; he wanted to say all that he did mean and nothing more. And so he had all manner of mistakes to correct asfain and again, and after all he had to make a clear copy of the letter.
Knowing what he had done, and more afraid than ever that it might be too late, it was with a kind of terror that he recognised Patty's handwriting on an envelope addressed to Forester ; and with greater alarm still that he watched Forester's face while he was reading: the letter. Perhaps Forester noticed the strange expression of his countenance, and at any rate he found his new secret a kind of burden. AVhat is the use of being happy if nobody knows it? He knew that Mr. Leighton was fond of Patty ; and perhaps he had a faint suspicion that his doctor and himself had, without quite knowing it, been running a kind of race for the same prize. At any rate he soon solved any mystery that might have been involved in a letter from Patty to himself.
" I think," he said, " you ought to congrar tulatc mc, Mr. Leighton, this morning ; and I am quite certain that I ought to be very thankful to you."
'' Why, what service have I rendered you, Mr. Forester ? " said the doctor.
" Cured my lame foot, of course," said Forester, " only you knew that before. But the best thing you have done for me was to find the little friend I saved and had lost, and bring us together again. Do you know that Miss Wilson has promised to come down to the old Hall and really make a man of me ? "
" No," said Mr. Leighton, '' I really did not know it ; but I've not the least doubt that it will give her the greatest pleasm*e to visit Leigh again. I scarcely know what they can do without her at Oak Villa ; she seems to me just one of those people who never can get a holiday because she deserves one so well."
" Why, what funny, prosy people you doctors are," said Forester. " It's a very long holiday she will take. Why can't you congratulate me at once ? Miss Wilson has promised to marry me."
" Well, indeed," said Mr. Leighton, " I do congratulate you most sincerely. It seems to me scarcely possible that any human being could have found a better wife."
Poor wretched Leighton ; at that very moment his own letter to Patty was in the breast-pocket of his coat. It was not very easy to make the conversation cheerful; and indeed he was only meditating how he could least offensively and most naturally rid himself of his guest altogether.
"I suppose," he said, after a good deal of irrelevant conversation, " that you'll soon want to be going down to the Hall, and making all needful preparations for this great event ? "
" Yes," he said, " I thought of going down in a very few days, for both Miss Wilson and myself are so entirely free, so completely under our own control, that there is nothing to gain, and a great deal to lose by deferring the marriage. I shall of course leave the time entirely to Miss Wilson ; but, for my part, most decidedly, the sooner the better.'*'
" Why I should quite tliink so," said Mr. Leighton ; " and, indeed, as you must leave London in a few days, I need make no 'alteration in my own plans for securing a very short holiday. I shall be very glad to get away from town myself at the beginning of next week."
"I am sure you must need a hoHday," Forester said ; "and you may depend upon my getting out of your way by Saturday."
And there the talk ended ; and Mr. Leighton went to his own room, tore his letter to Patty into very small pieces and then burnt them, and set out to comfort himself with a long day of hard work among his patients. Work is by far the best comfort that any one can have in trouble, at least for those who have strength of mind enough to take it ; and yet, for all his work, Mr. Leighton knew quite well that he had suffered a great loss, and that, somehow, if he worked for ever, the great success that above all others he had desired, had passed for ever out of his reach.
Of course there was no reason for deferring the marriage, excepting one; and as Mr. Leighton had burnt his letter, it was impossible for Patty to know what that one reason was. So she and Mr. Forester were to be married in about three months. Mr. Leighton took his little holiday, and fought out his battle with disappointment, and gained strength even to face Patty once more, and tell her how heartily he wished for her that happiness which somehow in his heart he could scarcely help fearing she would never have. Meantime, Forester was at Leigh, taxing to the utmost his slender purse and lessening credit for such decorations and improvements as he thought the Hall should have, to make it fit for its master's bride. It did not seem to occur to him that he was only decorating it with debt, and that if he could have sold it altogether and rented a little cottage, and taken Patty there, and endowed her with the sacred love of a true man's heart, that would have been immeasurably grander than the most magnificent palace in the world. If there was one thing in the world that Forester despised it was love in a cottage ; and indeed he was delighted and astonished, and even amused, at the childish credulity with which people in all directions were confiding in him, simply on the ground of his intended marriage. Before his engagement with Patty his credit had been rapidly declining. Of course his tradesmen had for years been imposing upon him, rendering to him every half-year the most amusing variations of his oriorinal accounts. But, thouo cliaring hiorh interest for lono: credit is not altoo;etlier unprofitable, every tradesman is not unnaturally anxious to behold, at least in remote distance, some chance of ultimate payment. It was far from Forester's intention deliberately to cheat his tradespeople ; but when a profitable deception is deliberately put in a young man s way, and in a manner actually forced upon his acceptance, what virtue can be expected to resist the temptation ? The first person that Forester called upon when he went down to Leigh, after his engagement with Patty, was a builder and house-decorator, whose bill for rebuilding the Hall was only about half paid.
"I really have not come, Mr. Thompson,'' he said, with charming candour - and somehow or other he managed to make all his tradespeople like him, and actually help him to swindle them - " to pay your little bill, nor even to pay you the interest upon it, for I really want every penny I can get for a new investment."
"A new investment," said Mr. Thompson, with a very solemn air ; " I hope you will remember old "
''Why, don't be frightened," said Forester, stopping him short., "I'm not going to build a palace, or start a company, or anything of that sort. I'm only going to get married, Mr. Thompson."
Thereupon Mr. Thompson relaxed, and seized Forester's hand and shook it heartily.
" Well done, Mr. Forester," he said ; " I'm very glad indeed to hear it. Nothing settles a young man down into a quiet, well-conducted prosperous gentleman like matrimony, and when it's a little investment as well," he said, with a sly laugh; "why you know, Mr. Forester, love in a cottage is all very well, but it's not the kind of thing for you. No, no, no ; an investment is very much better, and I hope you will let me have tlie honour of preparing Clayton's Hall for Mrs. Forester's reception."
" Why really," said Forester, " you have the instinct of a prophet ; that's the very thing I came to tell you. I really want the old place to be made - well, suppose I say, to be made as handsome and comfortable as you can possibly make it, Mr. Thompson. These London ladies are used to a good deal more show than country folks seem to care for."
" All right, Mr. Forester," said Thompson ; " if you will just leave it to me, you may depend upon it that nothing shall be wanting on your side of the investment."
"What a fool that fellow is," said Forester to himself, as he walked away ; " and the best of it is he thinks himself so particularly knowing. He evidently thinks that I am going to marry an heiress, and that therefore he may just as well have a picking out of her estate as not. It can't possibly be any business of mine to tell him that he has found a mare's nest."
So of course Mr. Thompson set to work with the utmost energy to decorate the Hall, suggesting innumerable improvements that would never have occurred to Forester himself, and which it would have needed a very good investment indeed to justify. But he rendered to Forester far more important service than even decorating the Hall ; he set an example of trust to all the neighbourhood. Every gossip for miles round was informed of Forester's engagement to a very wealthy London lady, and those who had begun to complain of long-standing accounts, and to refuse further credit, were eager to force both credit and goods upon the man whose prospects of affluence their selfishness and stupidity had so preposterously magnified. He had no need to lie ; he found it far more difficult to gain belief for the truth. Thompson and the gossips had so determined tlie matter in their own minds, that every disclaimer was regarded as the mere affectation of modesty, or as an attempt to hide from them some part of the good fortune which they had firmly resolved to share.
So the works went on until Clayton's Hall was a little palace of loveliness and comfort. The gardens and conservatories were replenished. Trees were cut down where they shut out the beauty of the view, and shrubs were planted to make the walks shadier, fitter for lovers - such lovers as Patty and Forester were to be to the end of the chapter. And Forester was praised by everybody. Happy they thought must be the bonny bride who would have so generous a bridegroom. " London is a big place," said Thompson to the workpeople and gossips, " but if it can beat this, I don't mind eating my head." And Thompsons was a very pardonable pride ; and if his customer had been as good as his work, he might have congratulatcd himself on one of the best bargains he had ever made.
And the customer himself was as completely deceived as Thompson, long before the wedding came. It was so charming to give orders and have them executed, not only without grudging, but with the utmost alacrity ; to see beauty springing forth on every side as if by enchantment ; to write to Patty and tell her how the improvements were so great that she would scarcely recognise the Hall ; to receive letters from her overflowino: with grateful affection and loving vows. He quite forgot that he was laying heavy burdens upon her even more than on himself, which only long years of such pinching economy as he was little likely to submit to, could ever remove. He quite forgot that he was preparing for himself such bitter and vairi regret, such a long series of humiliations, such a necessity for ever-thickening complications of trickery and deceit, as would turn even the fairest paradise into a place of torment. Nay, lie quite forgot that the Hall and everything he had was so heavily encumbered, that there was scarcely anything in the world he could call his own, except the memory of sin and folly in the past, and the foreboding of misery and shame in the future.
But there was nothing in that to put off a wedding. It was now the beginning of July, and Patty and Forester were to be married at the end of August ; so that they might be at the Hall when the wood on the hill-side would be at the loveHest, adorned with all the ripe, rich hues of autumn. They were to be married in Manchester, that so they might be near to good old Mr. Wilson, though he was too infirm now to understand what all the bustle and excitement could mean. They were to breakfast at " Our House,'' after the marriage ceremony, and to spend a week or a fortnight at the Lakes, and then to settle down at Clayton's Hall like good, staid, old married folk. And so the weeks rolled on - six, five, four, three, two - the ever-lessening space vanishing with a solemn swiftness. At last Patty began to count, not weeks, but days. The last week had come, and nothing remained but the farewell visit to all her London friends. They were not many ; but "good-bye," for all its blessed meaning, is a word we never care to speak.
As to Mr. and Mrs. Carlisle, the parting was the less painful because they were going dowTi to Manchester to spend a few weeks with the Rhodeses, and to be present at the marriage. Mrs. Carlisle had received the news of Patty's engagement with undisguised pleasure ; and if the pleasure was partly selfish, not unmixed with the reflection that all responsibility for their foster-child was now coming to a natm'al and not unhappy end, all one can say is, that there is very little good in the world at all which is not mixed with some baser element. As for Mr. Carlisle, lie was almost as silly as on the morning when he received Patty's letter to tell him that she had made up her mind to leave Canonbury Square, and had offered herself as an assistant to Mr. and Mrs. Whitehouse. He kissed her with the sincerest and gentlest affection, but he could find no words in which to express his good wishes ; and when he took her into another room to show her the presents he had bought for her, he could just do nothing but sob and weep, and point to his gifts, and try to stammer out that they were for her, as a poor token of his love. He was a poor, blundering, goodnatured old soul - ''a good man, for whom, peradventure, one would even dare to die" - but with no power of speech, no pretty sentiments and flowery words. So much the better, thought Patty, as she saw him hurrying away down the Square with his handkerchief to his eyes - hurrying off to Oxford Street, as was his way in any trouble, to see if honest work would not dull the shar][)ness of its edge. For somehow this parting with Patty, even though she was only going to be married, was a trouble to him. Only going to be married indeed !
" Ah, he's very tender-hearted," said Mrs. Carlisle, *'but he's just gone down to business to work it off a little. You must not think he does not approve of it, Patty, or anything of that sort, because he's a little overcome."
And then this active, strong-minded matron began to ask all manner of questions about the dresses, and the breakfast, and the innumerable trifles Ijy which the melanclioly uncertainties that always surround a wedding are partly disguised.
" Well, well, dear," she said, " I don't know how they manage these things in Manchester, but I've no doubt the Ehodescs will have everything as it slioulcl be. I lialf wish we could have had the wedding in London, but of course it's all right to consider your father/'
It was a thousand pities that Mrs. Carlisle could not have cooked the breakfast, and occupied all the wedding morning in talking of its merits. However, she took good care, in her bustling way, to show to Patty each and all of those presents which poor Mr. Carlisle had so inarticulately exhibited.
"We mig:ht have made them look much more," she said; "but then it's all real." Whereupon she exhibited the mark. "Of course there are many handsome things in the plated way ; but what I always think is - silver's silver, and it will always fetch its worth, dear, however fashions may alter."
"Why, my dear Mrs. Carlisle," said Patty, " your presents are really splendid ; but you must not think that I should have valued them less, whatever they had been."
" Yes, yes, my dear, that's very well, indeed ; and if we could not have afforded real, we must have bought plated : but, thank God, we can. And how do you like the decanters ? " she went on, putting a stopper into Patty's hand ; " they are the very best cut glass we could get, as you may tell by feeling."
Of course Patty admired them very much, and thanked Mrs. Carlisle very sincerely for them, and for much more, though Mrs. Carlisle's mode of making presents was not in all respects the one she would have herself adopted. The good lady Avas very generous, though her generosity was not so refined and reticent as with advantage it might have been. But, after all, is not love and real silver decidedly better than love and plated goods ? and is a thing less pretty or less worthy of admiration because you are giving it away to somebody else ? Mrs. Carlisle was not really glorifying herself while she was making the most of the presents that she had bought for Patty ; she was only trying to make them yield the full amount of satisfaction which they were capable of yielding ; and Patty really was pleased with the gifts, and pleased even more with the givers. And when she left the house in Canonbury Square, it was almost with a feeling of dread that she reflected how immeasurably her condition would be altered before she crossed that threshold again.
At Oak Villa, on her last evening, there was a very different scene. There also were presents and kind wishes, and all the terrible grief and pain of separation which everybody has some time or other to go through. But Oak Villa had been for Patty almost the beginning of real life ; not, indeed, that she went there without experience, but her experience before had been all of the passive, receptive sort ; whereas at Oak Villa she had begun to work.
Moreover, it was the sort of work that follows people, work upon the hearts and characters of human beings, living men and women. "A thing of beauty is a joy for ever ! '' and there is doubtless a sort of sympathy between the artist and his work, which is a far nobler and completer reward than the loud applause of those admirers, the great majority of whom must be very incompetent judges. In the statue or painting, the artist may often read the record of his own imnost life ; months, or even years of his profoundest thought and deepest emotion. He will remember, as he gazes upon his work, what visions were granted him of ideal and eternal beauty, that never in this world can find full and perfect expression. He will remember lofty aspirations, and the purifying power of perfect beauty, which made him a true man. And yet, how little can it be said, that there is any 'perfect sympathy between the artist and even the noblest work of art. What does the picture care for the painter, or the statue for the sculptor? The whole beauty of his work is that which the artist has himself given to it ; and there is no new beauty gained to make his spirit richer. Nay, does not the canvas and the marble limit and spoil that grand ideal which the man's spirit had beheld and tried to copy ? But when Patty was working for those poor unhappy, erring sisters who were brought to the peaceful home of Oak Villa, she could see in them far more than she ever gave. Their own life was renewed. Their love responded to hers. As she taught them, they seemed rather to remember than to learn ; and out of their gratitude and recovered womanhood they gave even more than they had received.
Far into the last night she was passing from room to room, strengthening each inmate with words of love and trust ; with the genuine love of a sister. Hearts that no cruellest punishment could have softened, melted in the divine fire of her charity. And when at last she retired to her own chamber, worn out with fatigue and emotion, she knelt down to thank God that she had not lived utterly in vain ; and to pray that if ever her own hour of need should come, some loving lips might with equal sincerity speak God's message to her weary heart. She was full of hope ; but her last night at Oak Villa seemed to reproach her. Was she not going away to ease and selfish rest, just as if all the dreadful problems of human sin and misery had been solved for ever ?
The next morning she was up early ; she wanted to get to Manchester by the fast train, and to have some brief respite from the pain and excitement of leave-taking, before the wedding-day. But there was one friend, not unremembered or unloved, to whom she had not yet continued to say the inevitable adieu.
Should slie see him at all ? And yet would it not seem utterly unaccountable to leave London without the " good-bye," which each of them could say to the other so sincerely ? And what meant the strange tumult in her heart, as she thought of Mr. Leighton ? Were not all those old hopes dead and buried - buried in the grave of her new love ? Why not go and see him and say " good-bye ? " Why not, indeed ! She could no more have left London without that, than she could have unlived the last few years of her life. So she stopped the cab at the doctor's door and went in. He was at home.
" I quite expected you this morning, Miss Wilson,'' he said.
"Well, Mr. Leighton, I could not leave London without bidding you good-bye - though I'm only going to be married, and I hope often to see my old friends again."
Poor Leighton ! he was as pale as death ; fighting with all manner of mad impulses.
"Why, indeed, should you leave us, Miss Patty, without good-bye," he said ; " of course you are only going to be married, but marriage brings many cares and duties, which render the intercourse of friends rare and difficult."
"I shouldn't like to think, Mr. Leirfiton, that one love can kill another.''
" No, no, Miss Wilson, but there are many kinds of death. Perhaps a lonely, lingering life is the worst death of all."
There was a pause. It seemed as if he had lost all command of his voice. At last he said -
" How did the girls bear your leaving them, Miss Patty ? "
Patty could bear it no longer. She fairly broke down, and wept passionately.
"Oh spare me, Mr. Leighton," she said.
" That is my one trouble. Is it right to leave them ? As they spoke to me last night, I felt the most selfish, wretchcd creature in the world. And what can I do at Clayton s Hall but enjoy myself - while there is so much misery unrelieved ? ''
" God grant that you may have nothing but joy for evermore. But if it should be otherwise - which God forbid ! - if ever you are disappointed, lonely, miserable, will you remember me - that I am always your friend ? I will come at your call from the world's end. I shall hear your voice, your faintest whisper, wherever I may be, and I will be with you as swift as thought ---"
He seemed scarcely to know what he was saying, borne along in the great rush of his feeling.
" No, no, forgive me. Miss Patty,'' he said ; " these are ill-omened words. Good-bye. May you be so utterly happy that you may never need to consider what friends you have that you may reckon upon to the uttermost."
She was gone. He had seen the last he could see ; and still he stood at the window, as if he were rooted to the spot. Slowly, at last, he turned away. " My patients must do as best they can today," he said ; and then he scorned his cowardice, fought his battle out, and won once more.
" The best comforter is duty."
Yes, truly ; there could be no solace in idleness ; but while he went from house to house, trying to forget his own grief in ministering to the wants of others, he could no way escape that heavy burden that was weighing down his heart. It was not onlv that he had lost Patty, but he had no confidence whatever in Forester. Perhaps jealousy made him quickeyed, for every fault or weakness of his rival ; but he believed him to be utterly unprincipled. He believed that he was lazily unprincipled now, and might remain so until he had stung some victim of his cold-hearted recklessness into fierce retaliation ; and then he too would fight with the unprincipled ferocity of an enraged beast of prey. And now, whatever he might be or become, Patty was going down to Manchester to take him " for better for worse - until death should them part." And he could do nothing for her - not even warn ; only in a half frantic way assure her of his help if she should ever come to need it.
And now the very day had come, and the hour ; and Patty Wilson and Edwin Marie Forester stood side by side in Cheetham Hill Church, that they might be made man and widfe together. How short is the time, how few are the irrevocable words which bring such hopeless misery, where they do not bring pure and holy joy. One poor quarter of an hour, and Patty Forester's very life was either won or thrown away beyond recovery.
But there is scarcely time for a bride to fear on her wedding morning. Forester was somewhat graver than usual, but Patty was well pleased to have it so ; and he was very gentle and affectionate, almost as tender as if he were pitying the fair young girl, who was so confiding and good. They went away, as had been arranged, to the Lakes ; though Forester never stayed more than a day at one place.
"You know, my darling," he said, - "you can't think how delightful it is to have you with me, and know that no one can ever take you away - but that is not what I was going to say." No, it was only a little parenthetic burst of affection ; - " but what I was going to say is, that it's all very well for an artist to sit on a cold stone on a hill-side, and spend a whole morning in looking on another cold stone on the other side of the valley - but we are not artists, we are not going to paint the Lakes, nor write an interesting narrative of a honeymoon. So we just stand here, for instance, and open our eyes wide and look about us, and we see a lake and blue sky, and a hill, and green trees, and we rapidly observe the various combinations of all these different elements, and we go on our way rejoicing to something else. Besides," he said, turning round and looking into her face, " I've nothing to do, but turn my head round, when I have you at my side, and then I can see the very sight in all the world that I like best ; always the same and always different."
And then he walked on of course ; and what would have been the use of her saying that there was a good deal that she wanted to see more of She was hardly prepared in the first week of her married life to face the absurdity of being an artist. So they went on from place to place taking a rapid glance at everything Forester's way of making an excursion was this. He first obtained a Bradshaw's Railway Guide ; or rather, he first determined where he should go, and then he provided himself with a Railway Guide. He ascertained which would be the fastest and most luxurious train to travel by, and then the best hotel to stop at. When he arrived at the place that he had determined to honour with a visit, he of course went at once to the hotel that he had determined to stop at. He immediately ordered dinner - four or five courses, and plenty of wine ; for what's the use of staying at an hotel if you do not live sumptuously ? Dinner and dessert would naturally occupy the best part of the day of arrival ; then in the evening he would stroll out at his leisure to ascertain what there was worth seeing in the neighborhood ; then he would order a carriage, or guide, or whatever might be necessary, and then about the middle of the next morning he would go and see it.
At dinner, after having seen what was to be seen, he would once more consult his Bradshaw, and would set off the next morning by the fastest train to the next place he had determined to visit. In this manner he could make the tour of several counties in a fortnight ; and know much more about them too, than many people would have supposed possible.
" Yes," he would say, for instance, " the Peak - I have been to the Peak ; no railway at that time, nor anything comfortable ; a miserable tumble-down old coach ; heaps of nasty tiresome hills, that they make you get out of the coach to walk up, just as if you hadn't paid the coach-fare for the very purpose of being carried up. The last time I Avent up the Peak there was a disgusting cockatoo in the inside of the coach, belonging to a charming old lady, the clergyman's wife apparently. The animal was continually hopping down from its perch, and biting the knees of everybody who didn't give it biscuit. Of course the clergyman's wife rebuked the cockatoo for such ill-regulated behaviour; but what comfort is it, when youve had a piece bitten out of your knee, to have the cockatoo reproved ? But after all," he would say, " I think the Peak is a very wonderful piece of scenery - wonderful place for artists ; no end of cold stones to sit on, and draw fogs in the valley."
It must be very obvious that Mr. Edwin Forester was destitute of what is called an eye for nature ; but when he had plenty of money, his own or anybody else's, as the case might be, and nothing on his mind, he was not by any means an insufferable companion. In his little wedding-tour, though Patty may have wanted to see more, she was at least enjoying her first visit to the Lakes. Everything was provided for her with an almost princely magnificence ; for everybody knows the best people in the world to spend money are those who have no money to spend. When you are really spending your own money, the fear of extravagance and ultimate penury is ever before your eyes ; but when you positively have nothing, and can only spend other people's money, you can't possibly be poorer than you are, and you may just as well be comfortable as not. At the same time, Patty was not sorry that the honeymoon was to be short. She longed to see Leigh once more, and she longed above all to settle in her own house, and face the life that was before her. She had no misgivings - at least she thought not, hoped not, tried to beheve not. And yet Forester, in this first fortnight of their married life, was very different from the earnest, lonely man who had pleaded so hard for love, and help, and fellowship in the Eegent's Park. He was very amusing; but he seemed to find his fun in surrounding great and holy things with ridiculous circumstances and degrading associations. He was very kind and affectionate ; but somehow Patty seemed to feel that he cared most for that which had least to do with her truest womanliness and deepest nature.
However, short or long, all trips come to an end at last ; and Patty found herself one glorious autumn evening at Clayton's Hall, almost on the very spot where Edwin Marie was born, and where Marie, his mother, desolate and broken-hearted, had died.
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